What now?

Helloooo it has been long isn't it? Well, I guess I was just too carried away with works. Don't really have the spare time to blog about anything plus the laziness. Lol as usual -.-

I've missed out so many things to tell. Things have definitely changed. First of all, my hair. It's now a bob.

But that is not what I have in mind now :( I'm like, mood-less right now. Probably because of my public exam's result is coming out soon or maybe other reason. And I personally think that growing up is hard. You want everything to be perfect and if it doesn't you feel as if locking yourself up in a room and be by yourself. That is what I am feeling right now. Stuck in reverse you call it? I don't know, whatever you named it. Tension, yes. Tired, yes. Confused, yes. Escape from reality? HELL YES PLEASEEEE!

Fantasy is necessary. It gives me some kind of salvation.

Fantasy promises escape from reality. They take us out of the real world of hard facts, hard objects and hard decision into a world of wonders and enchantments. Sometimes, I feel like escaping from reality and be alone but knowing the fact that I am a human being and fantasy is just a fantasy, an imagination. I guess you'll think that I'm crazy lol but I do wonder what it feels like to be in another world, that allows you to be alone. I like to be alone :3 okay, this creeps the hell out of me -.- okay, well. Maybe I said all that is because I'm tired. Been busy working today so yeah.

A friend of mine told me "You know, you should be happy instead of being sad to know what other people think of you. Life is short. You'll never stop finding out what other people said or think of you". Well, I think I should thank her and you know who you are :)

I could go on and on but I really need a rest lol I came here just because I think I really need to have my blog updated. So, good night! <3

P/S: Booked a cruise trip to Krabi-Phuket in mid of March :D Looking forward to it! Actually, it was Bangkok but my sister will be going to Bangkok instead of me lol Anyway, it's fine by me.

See ya!

xoxoforeverlowelaine