Alpha B*tch

In this post I'm going to talk about an Alpha B*tch. Someone I'll never reveal the name here. It's for me know and hopefully for you to find out (if you can).

First of all, let me apologize because of the delays =/ You know, I'm working and CNY is happening now so I don't really have much time to blog about anything plus the laziness I had in me lol. Okay, done. Let's get back to Alpha B*tch topic.

1) I'm not a place for you to sympathize on. Go to orphanage if you feel like doing so. Because I'm a normal human and I have parents and I'm independent so I think it's best if you stop.

2) I'm not even a place for you to feel superior. If you're feeling you're so great and all, good then. Nobody wants to know about that Keep it to yourself.

3) You're fake. And you're telling other people they're fake too? Oh come on!

I could go on and on and on but too bad I have to work tmrw and I can't. So, to keep it short. You really hurt me badly with everything you have said and done. I seriously hope there is a way out for me to forgive you but right now I just can't find any. Just so you know, I'm not whining about who and who is hurting me cus I don't really care anymore but this is to let you know every fking thing you did on purpose and without purpose.

For all the while I kept quiet and you thought I was an idiot whom you can cheat on anytime...Now I know your true nature, I'd never want to go near you anymore. You may look down on me, badmouth me, or do whatever shits behind my back but there is one thing you should know, is that none of the shits you do will ever break me down. Well, it just reminds me of how stupid, ridiculous and childish you are at times and thanks to you, it motivates me even stronger to work harder and get things I want by myself. And to know the fact that I do not need you. You never helped me when I needed your help or at least showed me the opportunity to help me. And to be very honest here, I don't wanna hate you seriously but what you have done so far had no reasons for me not to hate you.

I might sound childish to someone but all I know now is, I'd rather be the stupid-me, than to be fooled by you. Cus one day it's gonna hit right on your face real hard to tell you there is no stupid people in the world for you to feel superior by treating them in whatever way you like.

The only thing worse is when someone I trusted so much makes that choice for me. Wish you have a good life ahead.

Good night readers! Hope to see you all again! :)

xoxolowelaine