What matters most

I'd rather hear a guy say, "I made plans for us." Instead of the usual... "I don't know, it's whatever you wanna do" or even worse "up to you."

The changes

Not very clear though. Especially the last one, I have no idea how to not make it blur. Anyway, the first one was my hair in 2009-2010. Second was during Lower Six prom. Third was in end of 2010 til' end of 2011. My hair back then was very very very long. I loved it and took care of it like my little cabbage :3 But I don't know why I had the heart to cut it SHORT (a ruler length!). Maybe I thought it was time for a change lol I straightened it before I cut my hair again, short to the very short ( a ruler length more!) just like the fourth one :)

But, if I were to choose which one I like the most, I'd say my current hair. It suits my age and face feature, as in NOW. I had short hair when I was in Form 3, but it didn't look good on me, not at all. So, I seriously struggled when having to decide whether to have short hair. Looks like, I've made the right choice ;)

Till then, c ya in the upcoming post!

One Summer's Day

One Summer's Day from - Spirited Away.

Apart from Disney's Cinderella Story, Beauty and the Beast, Sleeping Beauty and etc, Spirited Away was my favorite childhood movie.

It's obviously a movie for children. Lol. I used to watch this movie when I was little. Listen to the song or you might as well watch the movie, you may like it! Want to know more, please click here.

Enjoy! And don't say anything if you don't like it. Lol.

I think that...

...after you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most of guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

Imperfections

Guy: "Stop being so hard on yourselves. I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good.. It hurts.. because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round ass, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well.. nobody can measure up to that.. and it's not fair.. because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our.. deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men.. realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short.. we need to grow up and stop being dicks.. just because we have them doesn't mean we need to think with them."

Girls

Good girls don't lie,

Bad girls don't cry,

Dumb girls need "air",

Naughty girls need underwear,

Sweet girls aren't mean,

Funny girls make a scene,

Perfect girls have all the class,

Mean girls will kick your ass,

Smart girls will excel,

Gossip girls will tell,

Popular girls get all the boys,

Little girls play with toys,

Normal girls are nothing new,

So, which one applies to you?

Watch her eyes

A woman has to be special.

God made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

Gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

Gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

Gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

Gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

Gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfaltering.

And finally, gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to the heart - the place where love resides.

Alive or Dead?

I DIED. I DIED. I DIED. I DIED. I DIED.

I DIED T_T

Hello! Greetings from another Universe. I'm no longer "alive" here as I am very disappointed to the extent I'd have killed myself and I had a thought of it but I had not enough guts to do it anyway, sigh. I've to keep telling myself, this is not the end of the world YET!

The reason why am I still thinking positive is because of Bill Gates. He is truly an inspiration for me. I admire him and.. lo..v.. nope, I admire him. He is the reason why I ain't giving up and still giving myself a chance.

"Don't compare yourself with anyone in this world.. if you do so, you are insulting yourself" - Bill Gates.

I am living up by this quote and is still finding it hard to accept because I simply compare myself with someone who is way better than me. I can't help it. I have always tried not to do so but it's just.. helpless .__. Maybe because I think by comparing yourself with someone better, you'll eventually learn that you'll need to improve yourself and that motivates you to work even more harder and earn extra in life! Isn't it? Isn't it?! But, towards the bad side of it, it shows that you're one of those who lacks of confidence :) Have no self-beliefs lol (I think so is it right? Idk whatever you geddit I geddit, the end). So yeah, this is basically what I'm trying to tell here.

"I studied every thing but never topped.... But today the toppers of the best universities are my employees" - Bill Gates

Well, that depends actually, to what kind of person you are. It all depends on you, cus you'll be the one deciding your own path to the future. Bad or good, it's all your choice. It's the matter of you want it OR not. It's not about getting perfect and excellent in your academics well I mean, it is definitely important for all of us; the qualification. Some might think paper qualification is bullshit, talents are much more important. Well, for me I think both are equally important. Paper qualification is like your backup in everything you want to do but failed to do, so, this paper qualification backs you up. Without it, you probably won't get far. I personally think that academic is very important and I don't really like to study. But, I'm doing it just because I think this qualification you get in the future after you graduate, means something, something that I have achieved and that is the reason why I'm continuing my studies :)

"I failed in some subjects in exam, but my friend passed in all. Now he is an engineer in Microsoft and I am the owner of Microsoft." - Bill Gates

Ever wonder how can a person be so perfect in live although not everything seems to be so perfect at the same time? Let me tell you, I don't pretty much believe in luck for exams, it's only all about your hard work and rewards after that. Now, this quote above is about talent. He is a talented man, smart brain. Passing exams or scoring with flying colors doesn't make you smart. It is the way you think and how you develop your thinking ( I hope I get it right ). Discipline is another thing. "I failed some of it not because you're smarter than me, just because I'm lazier than you". I think I have said enough. Not making this post any longer and complicated, I shall leave for bed!

I hope what you get what you have just read/I have written. If otherwise , figure it out yourself what I've written. I admit, there's still a lot more for me to learn, A LOT. But, what I have said is according to my experience :)

PS; Bill Gates entered Harvard in the fall of 1973, only to drop out two years later to found Microsoft with childhood friend, Paul Allen.

Lol good night kthxbai

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End of the world

The world is finally coming to an end. Like seriously, but not literally. STPM RESULTS COMING OUT THIS WEDNESDAY !! And I still have no reasons why should I be worrying. And yeah I am nervous and I keep telling myself to calm down and relax but it doesn't help at all. I don't think it is necessary to get nervous and all because I did what I was supposed to do and it was over :) And also I have tried my very best. If, the best turns out otherwise then there is nothing I can do. There must be something wrong with the examiners :D

Okay, till then guys! Wish me luck :D I believe in lucks but not in studies cus it's all about hard work :) but still, wish me luck aite. LOL. Thank you allll and I love youuuu :***

Good night! Bye and see you guys soon! The next update is probably going to be my results == well. I hope it is nice to blog lol cus if it's not nice then you will not see me blogging for the rest of my entire life kthxbai

xoxolowelaine

and then there was you

A kiss is a lovely trick designed

by nature to stop speech

when words became superfluous.

by Ingrid Bergman

That is all for today! Just another random quote which I think is sweet :3 and it's also for someone *wink wink

Adios!

xoxolowelaine