xoxolowelaine
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Speak Like A Boss
"I want to let you know something you never knew.. this is not me crawling back to you or wanting you back.. this is me letting you know something you should have known a long time ago. I gave you my time and I gave you my patience and understanding and you know what you gave me? Hurt..and heartbreak... I was there for you but let me ask you were you ever there for me? Did you ever one day ask how I was doing? Or how I was feeling? I’ll answer that for you. No. Because you don't care, no not about me.. not about anyone else, just about yourself. I cared about you so much.. and everyday I showed you that. Everyday. How is being with her.. is she showing you the amount of love and care I showed? Or is it all about the attraction. I did what I did because I wanted you to go out and fix whatever was wrong. Because I couldn’t handle it any more. So now what you are doing.. is you are dating someone who I bet doesn't even know your last name.. and giving your heart away when you don't know what you want. Because you are scared.. your scared that one day you are going to wake up and it's going to be real. Everything is going to blow up in your face one day and you won't know who to turn to. I used to have my arms wide open.. but now I am not so sure that they are anymore.. because if you can honestly forget what we had like that.. well then I don't know what we had.. but it must have not been too important. Because you have succeeded at breaking my heart."
When you try your best but you don’t succeed,
When you get what you want; but not what you need,
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep, stuck in reverse and the tears come streaming down your face,
When you loose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try… to fix you.
I'm super hungry now I can die ==
xoxolowelaine
When you try your best but you don’t succeed,
When you get what you want; but not what you need,
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep, stuck in reverse and the tears come streaming down your face,
When you loose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try… to fix you.
I'm super hungry now I can die ==
xoxolowelaine
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
After so long..
A day out with high school besties :3 It has been long since the last time I met them, almost a year, I think. I've met Jennie not long ago but no Wend. Met Kat a few months back though, but Darien aka Pinky since last year's Christmas bbq party.
Went out this morning at 1PM and I spent my time walking around and hunt for stuffs in Watson and Guardian while waiting for the rest to reach. Around 2-3PM something, Darien called and we finally met! :D Because Darien and I did not eat anything since morning, we both went to Pastamania (still couldn't finish all :/) and Kat with her friends went to Redbox.
I've wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks and guess what? LOL. The movie was at 4.40PM and I went to buy the ticket last minute at 4.45PM, it has already started when I went in to the cinema, alone. Ignore me xD I kinda like to go to malls alone and have my alone-time. Although most of the times, I think it's scary to go alone because I'm just a young lady after all :) Oh and have I told you that ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS is a fun movie to watch? :D Go watch now kthxbai.
After watching, I went to Redbox to find Kat and Darien then left after taking some photos with Darien :D Lastly, *takes deep breath* went down to Starbucks while waiting for Wend to come over to fetch me to Jennie's house. Dinner together mah :3
After dinner, we went back to Jennie's house lah, then we took some pictures lah, and I braided their hair for them lah, and that is all lah..
EH AND BTW WE WAITED FOR AMY THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE NIGHT! ARRRGHHHH GRRRRR! Three of us called her and she told me she'll be there in a while. Then, another time when I called, she didn't answer and she texted me saying that she is with her mother so I said it's okay take your time but you must come after that, even for 1 minute (she lives freaking near to the place we had our dinner). Sigh. But, it's okay, it's okay, there is always a next time right? LOL. That one nothing you know! The worst was when she said she'll come in A SHORT WHILE more (again -.-) okay, so Jennie told her to meet up at her house (thought she would changer her mind but no zzz). Even after I have done with Wend's and Jen's hair she didn't even give us a call. I asked Jen to call her and she said she can't make it. =.=!! She could have told us if she really can't make it so we'd know earlier and we can go back home and rest. Okay, enough with the complaining. LOL. I understand she wanted to spend some time with her mother :)It's alright because there is always a next time :P
... tired. Going to sleep. Bye. Good night.
P/S: No pictures because I'm just so freaking lazy to upload. LOL. Imagine how lazy am I now when my sister is just right in front of me, we communicate using Facebook chat. ==
xoxolowelaine
Went out this morning at 1PM and I spent my time walking around and hunt for stuffs in Watson and Guardian while waiting for the rest to reach. Around 2-3PM something, Darien called and we finally met! :D Because Darien and I did not eat anything since morning, we both went to Pastamania (still couldn't finish all :/) and Kat with her friends went to Redbox.
I've wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks and guess what? LOL. The movie was at 4.40PM and I went to buy the ticket last minute at 4.45PM, it has already started when I went in to the cinema, alone. Ignore me xD I kinda like to go to malls alone and have my alone-time. Although most of the times, I think it's scary to go alone because I'm just a young lady after all :) Oh and have I told you that ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS is a fun movie to watch? :D Go watch now kthxbai.
After watching, I went to Redbox to find Kat and Darien then left after taking some photos with Darien :D Lastly, *takes deep breath* went down to Starbucks while waiting for Wend to come over to fetch me to Jennie's house. Dinner together mah :3
After dinner, we went back to Jennie's house lah, then we took some pictures lah, and I braided their hair for them lah, and that is all lah..
EH AND BTW WE WAITED FOR AMY THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE NIGHT! ARRRGHHHH GRRRRR! Three of us called her and she told me she'll be there in a while. Then, another time when I called, she didn't answer and she texted me saying that she is with her mother so I said it's okay take your time but you must come after that, even for 1 minute (she lives freaking near to the place we had our dinner). Sigh. But, it's okay, it's okay, there is always a next time right? LOL. That one nothing you know! The worst was when she said she'll come in A SHORT WHILE more (again -.-) okay, so Jennie told her to meet up at her house (thought she would changer her mind but no zzz). Even after I have done with Wend's and Jen's hair she didn't even give us a call. I asked Jen to call her and she said she can't make it. =.=!! She could have told us if she really can't make it so we'd know earlier and we can go back home and rest. Okay, enough with the complaining. LOL. I understand she wanted to spend some time with her mother :)It's alright because there is always a next time :P
... tired. Going to sleep. Bye. Good night.
P/S: No pictures because I'm just so freaking lazy to upload. LOL. Imagine how lazy am I now when my sister is just right in front of me, we communicate using Facebook chat. ==
xoxolowelaine
Addicted ♥
I have nothing to do besides laying down on my bed or watch movies. So, here I am again to share something. I hope you like it because this is one of my favorite Korean drama; SECRET GARDEN. I've watched it a few times because it's just simply addictive :P Okay, let me say, I'm still having Secret Garden syndrome okay? Done.
Here are some of the drama's songs. The one I like the most is;
That Woman by Baek Ji Young. The meaning of the song is very meaningful, that's why :) I even searched for the ENG SUB so you guys can actually know what's the real meaning of the song while listening to it. Another reason is that, this song has two versions. One is That Woman and another one is That Man. It's the same song as That Woman but That Man is Hyun Bin's version (Hyun Bin as Kim Joo Won, the male lead in this drama). In Baek Ji Young's version, she describes "woman" whereas in Hyun Bin's version he replaces the "woman" with "man". Am I confusing you? No? Good.
That Woman - Bae Ji Young
That Man - Hyun Bin
Enjoy! See you tmrw, hopefully! I'm going to get some rest, for real. *fingers crossed* LOL.
xoxolowelaine
Here are some of the drama's songs. The one I like the most is;
That Woman by Baek Ji Young. The meaning of the song is very meaningful, that's why :) I even searched for the ENG SUB so you guys can actually know what's the real meaning of the song while listening to it. Another reason is that, this song has two versions. One is That Woman and another one is That Man. It's the same song as That Woman but That Man is Hyun Bin's version (Hyun Bin as Kim Joo Won, the male lead in this drama). In Baek Ji Young's version, she describes "woman" whereas in Hyun Bin's version he replaces the "woman" with "man". Am I confusing you? No? Good.
That Woman - Bae Ji Young
That Man - Hyun Bin
Enjoy! See you tmrw, hopefully! I'm going to get some rest, for real. *fingers crossed* LOL.
xoxolowelaine
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
So close yet so far
Good evening! Just a random post for today because I'm feeling not really well.
A short update from me; I went for job interview this morning and I'm considering whether to take the job or not because I think I deserve far more than what they had offered me, just thinking. But oh well, I know I'm whining too much. But, if gaining experience is all what it matters right now, I think I should start to go look for jobs elsewhere already. I hope you know what I meant. Kthxbai. Gotta rest early!
I chose this photo is because it has something to do with me personally, not because of the reason why I blog today. It's for me to know and for you to find out. If you want to know why, I've talked about it on the previously blog posts. I don't think it's hard to know for those who
know me well :)
P/S: I'm really sorry if I confused you with today's post. LOL. Because, I, myself don't exactly know what am I typing. Or maybe I know, but I'm quite blur now kthxbai
xoxolowelaine
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