"I want to let you know something you never knew.. this is not me crawling back to you or wanting you back.. this is me letting you know something you should have known a long time ago. I gave you my time and I gave you my patience and understanding and you know what you gave me? Hurt..and heartbreak... I was there for you but let me ask you were you ever there for me? Did you ever one day ask how I was doing? Or how I was feeling? I’ll answer that for you. No. Because you don't care, no not about me.. not about anyone else, just about yourself. I cared about you so much.. and everyday I showed you that. Everyday. How is being with her.. is she showing you the amount of love and care I showed? Or is it all about the attraction. I did what I did because I wanted you to go out and fix whatever was wrong. Because I couldn’t handle it any more. So now what you are doing.. is you are dating someone who I bet doesn't even know your last name.. and giving your heart away when you don't know what you want. Because you are scared.. your scared that one day you are going to wake up and it's going to be real. Everything is going to blow up in your face one day and you won't know who to turn to. I used to have my arms wide open.. but now I am not so sure that they are anymore.. because if you can honestly forget what we had like that.. well then I don't know what we had.. but it must have not been too important. Because you have succeeded at breaking my heart."
When you try your best but you don’t succeed,
When you get what you want; but not what you need,
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep, stuck in reverse and the tears come streaming down your face,
When you loose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try… to fix you.
I'm super hungry now I can die ==
xoxolowelaine
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