Doubt

This is what I've been waiting for so long. Something related to Estee Lauder. What's on your mind? Being a CEO of Estee Lauder? Shall tell you more if you continues to read more. I feel like this is my chance. My chance to get what I want in my dreams. But, I've been doubting about this, even more than any others participants out there? I wish I would be so lucky to be as one of the participant out there, with her family (dad) supports. Get to fulfill her dreams even in a young age all because of supports from those she needs. I'm thankful to those who understands me and supports me. In fact, I would be more happier if I could achieve this at my age with my (dad) supports and of course positive ones.The Estee Lauder logo. For sure, or else what would that be? My logo? LOL!

The Estee Lauder cosmetics set.

Seriously, they are beautiful but I'm more interested with the eyeliners. (??)

Estee Lauder nutritious skincare.

Whatever it is, I'm not interested of knowing the products. All about I want to share is,

ESTEE LAUDER MODEL SEARCH 2010!!! I'm thinking of taking part of this competition/contest, because For me, I think this would be a great beginning of modelling career. Especially for those who are still fresh and young out there. But, maybe this is my dream to be a well known model, I have this stingy and selfish attitude. So, whoever is reading this, if you think you're talented, you are right so you don't have the need to take part anymore, wouldn't you? You better say "I wouldn't". I may looked so bad for saying all these kinds of stuff but I'm the person doesn't cheat and believes in hard work pays off. So, I wouldn't want too, to win over some skinny and lousy ass model because I trust my own potential. That I called, no potential. I would rather win or lose over someone who's talented just so that I thought myself, at least a good model too. (I hope you understand it) In other words, I welcome models who are talented enough because I like challenges. It would be a meaningful story if you're able to prove that you're a talented one also. :)
This is my future working place and also a runway stage. Would be a wonderful moments ever if I can spend the rest of time at this place. Everybody loves it, but you'll have to know, hard work pays off. To become a talented woman, one has to be hardworking. Loves to be in front of the camera, flashing lights of camera and those limelights. In fact, if you think you have flawless skin texture, good body posture, characteristics of a model and confidence, no doubt. join it and let yourself be discovered. Be natural. Last but not least, ones experience is also important.

For those who has the chance, grab it and move your ass quickly and who cares if you got your ass dislocated? People cares the opportunity given to you and the spirit. :) Like me, I have no other choice but to doubt all day and night long, mostly ending up "I think I should go next year"

LOL. You're not a man, of course. But, do fight like a man. Does my words encourages you to take part? If no, forget it because you're the dumb one, not me. :P

P/S: Please do feel not so surprise if I really make it one fine day. Because, I lived my dream. Kthxbye.

XOXO foreverlowelaine