I'm trying not to be mean here but it seems like I can't help it cus being real and in the end, you got nothing. I guess it's just jealousy. Well, it's about time for me to stand for my own because most of the time when I did not, people tend to step on you. And I regretted because it hurts my pride to give in for a small, little and short girl who looks absolutely nothing if compared to anyone else. C'mon if you're jealous then say it to my face, you don't have to do things behind my back and make people get the whole idea wrongly.
The problem is; I guess you are short enough that is why you can't see things thoroughly. (EVERYTHING). To only hear or judge things from only one side and not hearing to another side, it already shows your true self. So, don't judge me if you do not know me, until you've walk my path.
It annoys me every time I have to see your face. I've said I will just forgive but definitely not forget the shits you did to me but if being real is like what you are now, I'd sincerely wish you have a good life ahead.
Also, I'd like to wish everyone who trusted you a good life, because I hope they heard the right thing, they might have heard the right thing but just the ones you have twisted. I might be...pain in the ass at times because it's just me! Shawty, c'mon, you just can't bring someone else down because you think you are short better than that or you don't like my way of living. I can go out and my family shows concern ofc but I can't reveal much about how my family lets me live my own life. What is wrong with the way I'm living? Receiving confessions almost four times a week from guys, I did not plan for this kind of thing to happen anyway! Accepting people is what you do in real life, by seeing what you did, it's more than enough already to prove what you are. Being fake so people would accept you because of the fear you have in you, they might not accept for who you are.. a midget. A midget looks so small and so sweet, so fragile, people might fall for it :o
There are things you sure don't know for example; different people have different styles of living. AND I AM NOT YOU, so don't expect everyone to live exactly the way you want or the way you're happy with it.
But things you don't know about me that you might want to know, I have a very strong and powerful verbal communication. I can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. I'm not complimenting myself but I'm speaking the truth. LOL. -troll face-
Girls like YOU are troublesome. I guess my kind won't get along very well with your kind of people ::: short people. I'm not pin-pointing someone but I'm doing it indirectly. Say it to my face if you don't like it but first, lemme tell you, don't come all the way telling it to my face because you don't like the way how I describe you, SHORT. short to the short, to the short, to the very short.
See? This is not childish, well maybe some of you might think it is but for me, I hate doing this but who did it first in the first place? I was so kind to give it in but you were always the one to continue it. It's always the short-midget people. It hurts my head to talk to you every time, sorry, I meant, to look. I don't talk to people like you. Because it's very troublesome, I might break my neck if I look a little longer at your troublesome face. -troll face-
Oh and I'm selfish, I don't deny that. Because in a world you're living in now, sometimes you have to be selfish to people like that, short people. When you don't they tend to step on you and it's better to be before you regret it! Or before you get your pride hurt.
People changes from time to time. For instance, I've changed but for good of course. Of course you don't change because I don't see any changes of height there! But there is one change for sure, you've changed to a more.. *can't find a word* person. A midget I'd say. (and a lot older)
Sigh. I've said this a trillion times but it seemed like nobody could understand. I forgave you long time ago for what you've done and I did not deny what I did before this was wrong. So, if YOU decide to start it all over again, you are sure of a person who doesn't know what is life all about. And that makes my hatred towards you grow just stronger. Thanks. That's an achievement!
Change will only come about when each of us takes up daily struggle ourselves to be more forgiving, compassionate, loving, and above all joyful in the knowledge that, by some miracle of grace, we can change as those around us can change too.
Don't simply make assumptions of what kind of people you have met until you've walked their path. There must be a reason why they are acting like that. You can't and you don't tell it by just saying "I knew it cus I saw it in her eyes, it tells lies". Because, there is no such thing as you look into someone's eyes and you'd know every single thing about their past.
For God's sake, hope you have a bless life ahead and be blessed. This will be the last post about YOU, a troublesome midget, I hope so. Because, my life would be off better without you. Do whatever you want or whatever you wish, I shall not know about it anymore for God's sake.
God grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change, the courage to change the one I can, and the wisdom to know it's me.
I sounded like a badass people, that is why I hate doing this but be glad YOU are in my blog! ;D
Just couldn't stand it when people like give everything in and forgive but all what you did was far away more than what I've done.
P/S: You need not to tell anyone or even spread or maybe my family about what am I doing with my life. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS SHORT GIRL! *rolls eyes* and I can afford all those things I bought and because I worked hard for it. And just because I can afford it -.-
Back to MA!
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