Happiness - part of my life

It's raining now.. and I feel so lonely with my books. So, I decided to write another post for today. It's about..Happiness.

It comes in many forms. In the company of

1) good friends

2) in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dreams come true OR

3) in a promise of hope renewed.

It is okay to let yourself be happy, because you never know how great that happiness might be -troll face- Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But, the one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it's so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you're happy.

B*tch please, I'm trying hard to study. Stop making me feel guilty T.T

xoxolowelaine

Unofficially

Went to school yesterday and also the day before yesterday after nearly 2 weeks staying at home. Wheee finally I have settled the testimonial form oh thank God and I'm graduated...unofficially -.- So, basically, this part of my life in Penang Free School as Lower and Upper Six student is coming to an end.

To all of those people who have been a special part of my life, no matter of those who came and left or those who came and stayed or those who never came at all lol you all made my life in PFS a memorable one. I've learned MANY new things in my life and WILL definitely cherish all the memories and the crazy things, bad or good things we did last year and this year!

Although there was always a person who drives me crazy, every time and still is driving me mad! But, without that person I wouldn't have learned a single thing. How irony when you know you guys were once close and now you guys aren't even looking at each other anymore.

I loved knowing that I can call her and no matter what she's doing she will drop everything just to hear me rant for five hours about what a jerk he is and how much he bugs me only for her to hear the next day about how much I like him and how I could never leave him yeah, I loved my best friend.

So, I just have to thank you, For being there always, Even the darkest days, Especially when you didn't have to, That's when I knew, I had a friend in you. We were once a close friend, but things happen for reasons. Like so close but I guess this friendship has come and gone.

Okayyy I have to stop saying so many things and control myself! But, I just can't help it oh well, I guess this is all xD

B*tch please, I'm trying hard to control not to update anything. But, my blog looks so DEAD T_T

xoxolowelaine

A night to remember aka Awesome

A night like this will be remembered. Just because it was… awesome :P

I am not quite sure if it was but I think so. Lol. Awesome.

I must be crazy as FML day is just a week away and I'm feeling awesome.

Feeling awesome at this time of night is not cool. It makes you wanna...*can't find a word* awesome.

I don't even know what I have in mind for this post. Awesome.

But, who cares when I'm a PhD in bullshitting. Awesome.

Me, Lainey Your Highness watched "Your Highness" movie in a friend's house. It was so f*cking hilarious. Awesome.

Google it if you think it really sounds interesting. Awesome.

Okay, enough for all that fantasy f*ck yeah. Awesome.

Serious shit thing;

Do you know I’m awesome more happy and excited than being nervous and scared because I'm getting nearer to December 15th (the last day of Earth STPM). I have so many things in mind to do and I am being so alpha b*tch excited now and of course I am not so looking forward to my holidays trip to

1) Kuala Lumpur

2) friends' trip (idk where)

3) Redang Island, etc

4) F*CK YEAH CALIFORNIA BABY I'M COMING!! For at least a few months there *wink wink

...but, FML. Lainey has forgotten that NOVEMBER COMES FIRST BEFORE DECEMBER D: *screams* wake up b*tch 21st November is just a DECADE WEEK away. Laine omg a week. It's now a couple single digit! *like I care* -troll face-

B*tch please, I'm trying very hard to study. But...

I can't help thinking of how my Economic tuition has just ruined my entire wear-a-bikini-and-show-off plan for tomorrow. Still have not informed my cousin :| Hope she'll die of heart attack understand ^_^ I bet she won’t will! I had to cancel it be- be..because, of the vacation/holiday/trip/whatever you named it in USA. But, I'm gonna miss someone dearly :( if you're reading this, please come with me for at least umm 1 month+ week *pokes fingers together*

Goddamnit it's 3+ in the morning -ffffffuuuu-

Good night/morning everyone!

xoxolowelaine

Fact You Do Not Know About Me #2

I like to sleep. Good night.

Hehehehehehe I am finally back with Face You Do Not Know About me #2

*thinking of what to write* Okay.. here it is.

I will never have anything to wear. Don’t question the racks of clothes in the closet; you ‘just don’t understand’.

But in the end, I will also have to wear something, be it, a blouse, a dress, a skinny jean with a top or whatever it's nice and comfy. You can choose to look nice or other wise be naked if you feel like it but that’s so not me because I can only choose to look good all the time to go naked in a street. I’m Lainey c’mon.

Choosing/thinking of what to wear has always been the difficult part for all women at all age! Well, not all, maybe below 60. ( I THINK SO )

Well, I'm very careful when choosing what to wear because just in case, if I wear this dress and off to a party then realize that there is another girl with a same dress I am wearing I’ll just walk over and say hey phatass I didn’t know you have such an awesome taste.. ß Now that is seriously fml day.

Girl: Hey! We match! That’s so cool!

Me: oh f*ck me WOW NICE DRESS YOU HAVE THERE!!

Girl: Thank you! You too! Hehehe.

Me: B*tch please Nah, you look just stunning in it!

Girl: We can be twins for the night! ^_^

Me: f*ck off I’m way better I know right! *hugs

All in all, I wear what I feel like wearing and when I feel like it. Because I believe that a girl should be two things: classy and fabulous. Oh f*ck it's 4 wear whatever shit you feel like wearing as long as it’s comfortable and IT LOOKS GOOD ON YOU. Crappingoverloadbutheyimtellingthetruth Kthxbai!

Have a sweet dream!

xoxolowelaine.

Harry Potter deleted scenes

These are some of the photos you might like! Or might not like T_T

The true side of this old wizard you did not know about it earlier..

The horny side of Harry.. *take 1

*take 2


Oh! This is interesting! His the-f*ck-I-want side..

LOL. *clears throat* Welcome to the world of pokemon =3

I'm pretty lazy actually, to type things ._. my bad, sorry! Because..

..my sense of humor killed itself! T_T NO. I just can't wait to find lame lines to add in so I can go and prepare! Going out soon :3 *wink wink*

xoxolowelaine c ya!