Simple

My friends always used to tell me..

"If something happened, take it easy and for good, something better or much more wonderful will come. God have His own reason for things happened or did not happen."

Well, I have encountered with pretty much problems lately and my one and only solution to all the problems is to be SIMPLE. It reminds me to take things easily and take it for good. It happened only, for some reasons that we might know or might not know. If things happened to be not good, or not the way you wanted it to be, what is the big deal? Come on, just be happy and don't be sad because it's not worth your time :)

Problems which I have encountered, it's better not to be revealed here =) Cause, it's not something good to say :( What can I say is, with this problem, it taught me not to trust anybody else surround me. Especially guys. So, now that I've said, you must be thinking I was having a relationship or breakup problems? No. Got raped? LOL Hell no. I just hate guys to do things I don't like behind my back. Enough said!

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Should I wait or should I not? To think of something else and put this thing aside is a little bit too hard sometimes cause I miss him so much! :'| Yes, no joke.

I've always thought I got over him already. But, that dude just won't stop crossing my mind :( I was wondering also, if I have ever crossed his mind. Well, I don't know.

It's good to know that I got over him already but sometimes, the feelings just keep pouring in and the same feelings as if 2010 was just yesterday. Sometimes I just think it's better o leave this aside and sometimes, I just can't help with it! I've never loved a person like this before. What is so good about him, that was what my friend asked me. But, I just can't tell you how amazing he is to me. No words can describe him. If there are words, there would be countless of words.

The sadness is that you have to build a relationship on trust.

I wasn't very happy about it actually, it made me a stronger person, you find out things about yourself that maybe you had not realised.

ZZZZZZ

Good Evening! I screwed my assignments FML and I have to redo all over again, great!

Bye! Off for dinner :) Then, continue with the bloody assignments! (:

xoxolowelaine

My poor Blackberry :'(

On Saturday midnight, around 4AM, I woke up and headed to my toilet. Realized there was no toilet paper left, I refilled it and without noticing my phone is still inside my pocket! It slipped and dropped into the toilet bowl T.T

For minutes I refilled that stupid toilet roll, then I noticed my phone is 'enjoying' down there in the toilet bowl. DOWN SIAL!

That was before.
This was after =.= After all, my phone is out of service for a moment, so sorry, FB inbox me your number as I couldn't remember most of the contact numbers D: Except for my family's :) That will much appreciated! Til' then, I'm late :O gotta get going for the OFA event! Bye for now ;)

xoxolowelaine

Life full of guessing, that will never end.

Is a sudden far, a sudden close escape is the freedom you want?

Then I rather go back to the life of being alone.

Is a sudden cold, sudden hot warmth is your excuse?

Then I rather to have never been serious with you.

In this feeling, who is right or wrong? I already don't want to bother.

The more you care about someone, the more unguessable it is.

Unable to guess, whether lately, your silence is good or bad? And I don't want to ask too much.

Unable to guess (is it) getting along with each other is lonelier than breaking up?

Two person is just satisfied just to get through?

Unable to feel every touch. It's real. It's hot.

Think Twice

Don't think I can't feel there's something wrong
You've been the sweetest part of my life so long
I look in your eyes, there's a distant light
And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us

Don't say what you're about to say
Look back before you leave my life
Be sure before you close that door
Before you roll those dice
Baby think twice

Baby think twice for the sake of our love, for the memory
For the fire and the faith that was you and me
Baby I know it ain't easy when your soul cries out for a higher ground
'Coz when you're halfway up, you're always halfway down
But baby this is serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us

Baby this is serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us

Don't do what you're about to do
My everything depends on you
And whatever it takes, I'll sacrifice
Before you roll those dice
Baby think twice

P/S: It's a song ;)